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first day of school

wah. massive headache now. i'm super giddy.

been binge eating like nobody's business. developed the china photos already. was looking at my skinny self. 210606 shall be named my pb for my weight. ahha. skinniest day of the year. piangs, i put on ONE KILO OF FATS since i came back. WTH WTH WTH. haha unless tanita is lying to me... i hope. cos one kilo of fats is no joke.

super bad headache. so giddy. i think i can't walk straight. haha anw got lotsa funny pics. scandalous couple photos of SPY and C. and a pic of jx and xh in gay action. farnie shitez.

AHHH I AM DAMN FAT.

ahha anw today in class i burped a lot. and lotsa garlic odour diffused into the air. from sian to wj to fx to laksh to priya. funniest most embarrassing first day of school ever. joules was like "patricia, did you eat garlic bread this morning?" HAHAH and sianying was choking. so was everyone else i think. they're faces were like RED. HAHAHAHA. so funny. but really embarrassing. i'm being ostrasized! fx has named me GARLIC. mmf. ahha anyone who offends me, you better watch out. my garlic breath will kill you, i assure you.

i think i've got diarrhea. hahah i told'ja my body's breaking down. damn bad stomachache, diarrhea, now i'm giddy, my muscles are aching, my joints too... haha and my fats are increasing. AGHHHH.

rumours going around that our new PE relief teacher is UKSHYAM. like OMG OMG OMG. -hyperventilates. ahha. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg. i hope it's true. cos then i can bug him to teach me to how sprint. ahhaha. i need that! like imagine- everyone's playing tennis and i'm sprinting up and down the courts. how KEWLZ. and get him to share all his secrets with me. jo had better not be bluffing fx. ahha UKSHYAM! omg. at this rate, i'll be sprinting our WU rounds for all PE lessons. looking forward to PE on weds. WOOHOOOOOO! hyper. yeah i'm hyper over PE. haha finally a reason to go to sch- have PE with UKSHYAM. haha imagine if it's not UKSHYAM but some other dude. haha. what a laugh.

i have tingxie tmr. and like 10plus pages of zuoye to do. ahha. but i'm so giddy i feel drunk. i think i'll start hallucinating soon. can't walk straight.

hurhur I AM FAT. PAT IS FAT. lalalalala. i'm semi high now.

haha gotta lose WEIGHT weight WEIGHT weight WEIGHT. tralala.

GOODNIGHT. i think i'm going to have an endorphin hangover tmr. ahhaha.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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